Okay, so don't judge me. This blog is a rant about nothing that many people don't know about. BUT a lot of people might now about. Basically, like in my last blog, I said that I wish someone could ride this emotional roller coaster with me. Looks like all I've got is a blog. HAHAH ew, emo much? But here goes my rant:
BAHHHHHH!! So much EMOTIONS! I feel like I need to like CHILL OUT. Or, I want to like...HAND EVERYTHING OVER. I want to be able to just have no stress on my chest. I feel like escaping somewhere. Disneyland anyone? Honestly, I'm so down. I'm so down to just get away and get rid of everything. I want to be able to AHH! I don't know! I don't even know what I'm talking about here. Honestly, I just feel like writing. From lacking sleep. From having panic attacks. From crying because I feel like I'm just a dumb fcuk. I just want to be my good ol' self again. I want to be able to go home and not worry about what I have to go back to Pomona for. Or what not. If someone can just take me out and away, life will be great. JUST ONE DAY. That's all I need. This is why I want my car back. I want my car so I can drive my cares away. I want to be able to just...DRIVE. I hate not being in control with everything. I hate not knowing what I'm doing anymore. I thought I had everything in control. AH! It's not that way anymore. This is the saddest I've ever been in my life. I don't want to be here in this position. I just don't know what to do anymore. *Sigh* Someone take me out and I promise, I'll make our day one of the greatest you'll ever have. Let's just do something, someone. Anyone.
Can we go to the beach already?
Anyone down?
Anyone down?-- Danielle Delos Reyes
